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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
7:34 PM

The 2 faces of me

Blogged by.. nicryanlim @ 7:34 PM

The past few days, i've been putting in the hours searching for the perfect blog skin, a song that represented me, fitting an image of me into the right frame. Finally, when I was satisfied with everything, i realised that everything about the set up and asthetics of this blog was so unlike me, it felt like i was upholding my image once again.

The uber cool skin, the clubbing "pom-pom-pom" background music, the bad boy image of me, that has subconsciously become part of me. Have i became a two -aced person? Has the me of the past became a better person? Or has the present me been a eviler, more selfish facade of me? Seriously, are all of us putting up a font? The girl who means most in my life, my ex-gf of 2 yrs, camy, feels that i've changed. The memory of her crying when we broke up, saying that i've became someone she does not recognise anymore, has always remained with me. I guess that sometimes, I've to reflect on who I'm becoming, and to stay true.

Is this facade of mine a bad thing? I hate certain ways people think about me, such as me being flirtatious, me being superficial, having fab girlfriends that guys will die for, love clubbing. Alright, having bootilicious babes is a fact la..haha..but the rest..are serious misconceptions about me.

Yesterday, girl "G" asked me, "What did i do to deserve my best friends? " She was crying. I told her that best friends are people who will always there for you, that's why they are your best friends. It doesn't matter if u do not keep in contact, once u call them out for a drink, or a movie, they will definitely say yes. If u need help, they will help u even though u haven't been keeping contact with them. I was surprised with what i had just said. It made me think of my "supposed" best friends, yee kai( in NS), chion chiat and yiming (tjc yr 2). As I grow older, I realise that my friends and I are leading increasingly different lifes. But yet, i know that they'll be there for me in times of need. I've had lotsa gfs in my life, as such i've been rejecting my friend's invites, just to spend time with my gfs. But yet, they do not stop asking me out. I know that they will be there for me, I'll be there for them. And for that, i really wanna thank yee kai, yiming, chion chiat. Especially Y.K., who has shared 10 yrs of my life with me, thanks brudder!

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