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Monday, March 27, 2006
12:10 PM

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Blogged by.. nicryanlim @ 12:10 PM

Alright, so i have been busy the past two weeks, busy with what, i do not really know. Probably it was just busy with bumming around, eating, exercising, going out, working. Life is such a mundance repeated occurance. It was with such optimism and big dreams that i approached my present "yr end holidays". Wanted to learn java programming, sign up for guitar lessons, earn bucketloads of dough, probably go for a brazilian wax (kidding) , working out, and going to a beach resort. Let's see what i have accomplished..java? teh..my stupid crap metal of a computer can't support, guitar lessons...teh..still considering, bucketloads of dough? let's not go into that. working out..arrrh..tt's going well, going to a beach resort...hmm..most probably pulau redang ( where xia di pao pao char was filmed) or bali.

When i told camy we should go Bali (apparently she's so smitten with it), she was like..what abt the terrorists? It got bombed twice! i nonchantly said just stay away from the americans. When we see any white people, " U! stay far far away....Bomb follow u. Don't come near me!" Probably the shop restaurant bar owners should separate their retail spaces into 'americans' and 'asians', Just so that terrorists know where to bomb, and hence will noe affect day to day lifes of the innocent. (asians). I bet you, that tourist arrivals, and revenue will no doubt increase.

Recently watched russian dolls..no its not some porno flick. but rather a french romance movie. Damn, it was such a disppointment, well because i thought it was a porno flick. haha. Ok, being a M18 show there were ltosa boops and dicks flying across the screen..but man, the french can'tt make a movie for nuts. Can't remember much about it though (tt's how bad it was), except that the main guy, this hairy skinny guy who most probably can't get a single date in singapore has his rodstroked practically every half an hour(of the movie tt is), by every single imaginable woman. Black, scriptwriter, supermodel, friend. I wonder how it is to do it with blacks. ok..tt's of out the point. But yea.. i remeber one line distinctly though...abt love, no less. "everyone's imperfect. Nobody's perfect. But ur imperfections are perfect for me." wa...melt melt melt. Oh btw, he proceeded to take a train to fuck the supermodel. (another girl)
rating: 3 popcorns. watch it only if your english is as good as mine, watch it if u prefer love flicks to the latest hot comedy, oscar winning action movie, soaping korean tear jerkers, and porno.

Man this is such an aimless post. Hope u liked it. haha

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Friday, March 10, 2006
4:41 PM

Exercising my man breasts

Blogged by.. nicryanlim @ 4:41 PM

Ok i've got a confession to make. I wasn't my sexy muscular self when i was younger. In fact i weighed in a humongous 75kg when i was in sec1 and sec 2. Vut hey, i guess fat people don't ever realise they were fat. I guess i didn't. When i was in the soccer team, i was one of the fatest..i mean fastest..really.. and whacked the ball the hardest, so i couldn't have be fat, could i? i mean fat people are fat and blobbish and have huge asses and man breasts..well i wasn't lik that right? It was not until one day when i took nude photos of myself and oh migosh..i had breasts..haha!! and it looked totally horrible, not like the kind girls have which u would like to cup in your hands. And i realised, oh man i have to get out of the depressed state where no girl would give a hoot about me( hey i was in sec 2..hormones raging and girls and pornography were important) (i had broken up with my first love and was depressed and didn't know how to control it. I was skinny in pri sch k. So skinny that...that..u wouldn't believe how skinny i was).

Alright, so back to the story. If i was gonna be the stud and a handsome guy in the future lik i am now..(ok haha), i gotta work out! And worked out did nicky boy. I did 200 situps, 30 pushups, 50 chest expanders 2X a day. And lo and behold, i could've put marie france bodyline to shape. I lost 20kg within a month. No bullshit. I maintained this exercise regime throughout sec sch all the way to JC..where of course i was in peak shape.

But now ..now..poly cultures an unhealthy way of living. i have regained my weight of 75 kg, look grossly out of shape, ahd have chubby cheeks. Some people still think i look hunkish and broad probably because of my built, but trust me ..i'm not in as good a shape as u make me out to be. Looking at my photos from a yr ago and now, i look different. I dun think i would be able to attract just about any girl now, unlike last year. So as of today i decided to restart my exercise regime of 2 repetitions of 50 situps and 30 pushups and 60 chest expanders on each hand, with a 5 minute break between each repetition, and i'll do this 2X a day.Show u my chest next time yea. give me a month. woo~ oh by the way, i dun believe in going to the gym.

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Friday, March 03, 2006
12:56 AM

warning. this is long.

Blogged by.. nicryanlim @ 12:56 AM

hey boys hey girls, back after 2 months of obscurity and insignificant existence of mugging! Glad that the exams are finally over, and hope that i actually do decently well to maintain my gpa of 3.2. Just hoping that it doesn't drop as this years papers have given me no reason to be cocky, unlike previous years. For those who don't know, the subjects i have taken this semester are applied microbiology, analytical biochemistry, haemotology, mammalian cell tech, and molecular biology. Abeilt for mct and abchm, the rest doesn't give me a sense of optimism. In fact, i may even fail my first paper in my whole poly life, applied micro. Oh well, i'll keep u guys updated.

Heh, one of my close friends commented that the website i designed for my school was "fucking good". haha, thanks and was pleasantly surprised coming from one my biggest and ugliest critics chion chiat. heh..kidding. anyway he suggested viewing all the big listed MNCs (multi national corporation) websites, and for those with ugly websites(can't think of another word to describe ugly..indecent? unpleasant? ok. ugly), i could call them up and they would be more than happy to pay for their websites to be changed. hey, that's a stroke of genius brudder. din think of that. anyway, in the words of my amic loh gin hin, "i'll take note and grade accordingly". ( <--this is an insider joke. if u do not understand, it does not necessarily make u dumb). Alright, yesterday was the day my friends got their A level grades. And as usual, it was a day of reflection for me. Last year, one batch of friends got their grades. I was from the batch of 2003.meaning that i was retained for a year in tjc, before leaving for temasek poly. This year, i visited my friends in tj after they got their results, and amid the beaming faces and mandatory congratulations, i felt slightly depressed. My close friends all did really well, especially yiming and the usual nico ming cai etc. special word of congrats to ming with got AAC B3 (GP). Ming is one of the four really close friends of mine who came up with me from VS to tjc, one of the 4 VS leng zais.. haha. Last yar, kai got his results which was ABB. it seriously made me ponder what i would have gotten. I noe that i have blogged about my regrets about leaving tjc in the past, and i noe that i have claimed to have overcame it a better stronger person, but yet..will this be a regret for life?? this plays in my mind alot.

Yesterday i took the bus together with ming after playing soccer.. which was after he collected his results. I remebered it was not too long ago i got the highest among 4 of us for both psle and o levels. And yet it is me, who has the bleakest future. Can anyone convince me otherwise? becos of this, i feel lik a failure sometimes. I noe kai is gonna do business in SMU, ming is gona do accounting in NTU, and chion is gonna do...( eh boy,wat u gonna do ar?) What about me? How can the person who got highest for o levels be at such a level now? What would i have gotten? surely if those people can get As and Bs..surely i can do that too? Why din i fucking wake up earlier!? WHy? Why? Will this be the biggest regret of my life? Will i be a laboratory researcher with a starting pay of only $1800? Will i be old and at a disadvantage when i finally establish my career? Will my friends look down on me? Will i be rich?

All these play in my head. I really wanna make it big, success means so much to me. Its indescribable. As such, to overcome my deficiencies, i've strove to make myself more knowledgeable. Along the way, i've strove for the leadership positions which suddenly seemed more importand to me, picked up skills lik web publishing and animation. but yet it seems it isn't enough. I will never be satisfied with the diploma i'm taking. How can i be?

Lately, i've began to wonder if i could retake my A levels as a private candidate with the mentality of "if they can do it, y can't i?" Or maybe a part time diploma in business or accounting in addition to my biomed dip. I wanna do a business degree hopefully in smu. it seems to have became an obsession of mine. Yesterday , i chanced upon TMC academy, and subconsciously i walked in. They were offering business courses from MONASH university ( one of the big five unis in aust). It would take a 8 month dip 2 and a further 2 yrs to get a degree, all for 38k. Sounds good yea. It seemed viable. However the 8 month prep course could only be done full time. This is not in accordance of my plans which is to take part time dip concurrently with my biomed dip ( of which i am in yr 3). As such, i may enquire about a degree in accountancy from acca, which is the national accredition association for accountants. This is could be done part time. Alright, mental note to myself to check this out. Stay tune for further info. cheers and out. nic.

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