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Thursday, November 10, 2005
6:35 PM

HEARTBREAKER

Blogged by.. nicryanlim @ 6:35 PM


Sometimes this guy's fine, sweet and show some signs of maturity for his age fortunately. I pretty much appreciate that side of him. Sometimes, he just falls in love too easily, and fall out of love easily. the egoistic, not-so-manly side of him surface at times though.but deep down, he's not that bad a jerk really. Just wanna say i appreciate knowing you.

hopefully we can still remain at that stage where im the complain queen and you're the uncle agony.Take care nicholas and dun break any more girls' hearts. you can never make up for it." ---testimonial from sharon on friendster


2 days after my previous post, my friend( who read that post) posted this shit fer my testimonial. I felt like rejecting it. Previously in my post, i wrote that me going around breaking girls' heart is a serious misconception of me. And she had to write something lik that again? Considering that she's one of my closest gal friends, i was pissed, to say the least. I do not know when i started having "heartbreaker" tag, but it had stayed with me ever since.

Honestly, at the beginning , i took this tag as an compliment, but now it only serves to irritate. Hence, i confonted her about this tag..she said its just the impression i give people, the way i "let girls into my life, the many girls i let influence my life". My response is.." WHAT?!" Heartbreaker has been single for 8 months now. I definitely do not flirt..so this tag really gotta go. I think of myself as attractive but just decently handsome. Her comments mirrored something 2 close class gal friends of mine( claire and christine) said to me. They said that i had a fling face, and that they would get together with me only for a 2-3 month fling..


Hell, these 2 girls are like the 2 prettiest girls in my sch, mayb to any average joe, he'll be flying to the moon after hearing this, but it just felt really insulting to me. I'm sure they meant it as a passing comment( they were drinking alcohol la..haha), but that comment remained stuck in my thoughts. True, maybe for the past 2 years,i've been changing girl friends like i changed my underwear ( which is once every month..kidding), but i realised the there's nothing more i want than to meet the right girl..at the right time.

I may have rejected a few within this period. However, in this period, i've had my heart shattered three times. I may have played it cool and unaffected, but deep down, i was hurting and heartbroken. In my lifetime, I've met 3 girls i really thought that i could give all my heart to and yet it hasn't turned out the way i want it to be. Maybe its just the type of girls that i have this feelin towards... cute, noisy, happy go lucky, pretty, simple, hurt, kind. It's just the way that she makes me feel, to want to take care of her, hug her, and charm her with sweet simple little things. But sadly, the girls i loved all seemed to be in a relationship, or just out of it. I jump into this type of relationship knowing that i'll be the one who'll get hurt in the end, but yet i just feel an overwhelming and uncoditional need to truly love u, because i don't want you to feel hurt again, and i want you to have a smile on your face when u see me in the day, and when u put down the phone, having heard me wispher "dear, good night" to you..


--*When someone appreciates you and wants to make you his first priority, one should learn how to appreciate*--



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